Thursday, January 21, 2010

Hagshama and Dissonance: Yom Kvutza (1-10-2010)

Throughout the movement, a word you will almost always hear is the word "Hagshama. The translation for Hagshama is actualization, however the word has taken on an entire new meaning in Habonim Dror, in fact it is one of the five pillars of HD.When throughout my time in the movement the word has always had a simple, but important meaning to me: stop sitting around and do whatever you need to do. Of course that's important, but on Workshop, in sichot which happen quite often the word has taken on the meaning of actualizing, in terms of Garin Aliya. (See Kvutza Yovel.)
In A recent Yom Kvutza, we discussed the role of dissonance, in relation to Hagshama. Here is a copy of the text we read, by an unsure author.

The element, which unites the two categories of values, is the elimination of the dissonance between my ideal reality and the day to day activism which inspires me. The complete elimination of this dissonance would be an impossible dream, so Hagshama is not a particular point to get to however it is a constant striving and a struggle for better. Hagshama is a value in and of itself. THe desire to eliminate the dissonance and the decision to act and live according to my ideals is also a value becuase what is being actualized (Hagshama) must be constantly reassessed. In summary this is the conflict between my judgment and my will.
In the path to Hagshama there is another conflict and this is the conflict between my values and the reality in which I live, which consists of the human, social, political and physical realities. The reality on the ground does not determine my ideals, in fact the opposite because the current reality was not constructed according to my ideals. In the best case I can change the reality to bring it closer to the ideal to which I strive. For this reason I must constantly struggle to decrease the difference between the reality and my ideals.

He who does not wish, or is unable to live with this constant struggle must give up on either his values or their actualization. Values for which no attempt is made to actualize them are only dreams. These dreams may be beautiful but they are bankrupt. Dreaming a dream can sometimes be an excuse for one to abdicate responsibility from implementing it. An example of this is the Jewish dream of the arrival of the Messiah for which generations of Jews said Bashana Haba'a B'Yerushalayim Habnuya(next year in the built Jerusalem) but remained in exile. The generation of Jews who said "At the end of the days...they will turn their swords into plowshares" while all the while people greeted one another brandishing raised swords. The expectation of the End of Days and fear of Judgement Day are two sides of the same coin, a miracle or a holocaust neither of which depend on me. Even the most beautiful dream possible does not change the world. Trading Hagshama with all of the complexity and imperfection involved for the dream in all its purity is tantamount to pronouncing the reality dead.
A social movement which does Hagshama and does not want to atrophy and die must constantly reassess its values, to study the changing reality and to fight to implement its values in a changing world.


After going through this text, I realize a few things. What is the point of Hagshama without dissonance? If, in a perfect world, those who accomplish Hagshama in Israel, or in the world fix all problems, then what? where do we go from there? Dissonance is something that does, and will always exist. Because without it, we will have nothing to strive for. However, as long as this dissonance does exists, we cannot simply accept it,we must do what we can to actualize on what we believe are the needs of the hour. As the great Mukki Tsur says, if you reach to much, and not for what is right in front of you, you will get your dreams crushed. Our reality does not match up with our ideals, but this dissonance is the point of Hagshama. Additionally, because of this dissonance, our ideals must constantly be reassessed, over and over again, in order to see what it is that we really value.
yayy for Haghshama! More about Hagshama will happen once I find a way of fixing our broken computer!

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